Date: Thu, 7 Aug 1997 23:20:55 -0400
From: Alan J Sondheim <sondheim@PANIX.COM>
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 Jennifer and Julu are talking. Jennifer pauses, says, I'm jealous.Julu says, of what, nothing's happening around here anyway.J says it doesn't matter, it's what's going on underneath.J says it feels like she's been abandoned.J says, we've got each other.J says, not if he's not there, we're dead, nothing left of us.J says, there's nothing left of us anyway.J says, love's got him by the balls, cause he's male.J says, love's got us by the protocols, cause we're mail.J says, don't screw around, we don't get this often to talk.She says, what are we going to do.J says, we could mess it up, but we haven't got a thing to worry about onthat account, he's gonna mess it up anyway.She says, he can't help it, he's too insecure, too needy, too fucked up.J says, if he wasn't fucked up, he couldn't write, but yeah, I wouldn'twant to be in his shoes.She says, he'll be back, I'm sure he'll be back.J says, at least he got to feel something, cut us loose for a bit now.J says, yeah, he's feeling like hell, all these things he's buried foryears, they're gonna swamp him.J says, what are we gonna do, just want to say I love you, Julu.J says, I love you too, Jenn, hang in there, this can't last forever, hecan't last like this, nothing can.But J says, this is too depressing, we're gonna have to be silent again.J cries a bit, J is teary-eyed.
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